New Year.


For some reason, I thought of Sho today. It’s been more than a year since his passing..and I’m reading his blog from 2011..it’s like reading the words of a spirit. I don’t know. Ever since his passing, I’ve thought a lot about relationships, people, myself, and focusing less on worldly matters. Miss you Sho.
One of his blogs, before his death in 2012. 
“Ask me if I’m sad, if I’m bitter, even regretful, and my answer is no. This was a one of a kind experience that I needed at this point in my life. Iwitnessed so much in others and in myself. Love, hate, negligence, obliviousness, prioritization, favoritism, friendship. I’ve witnessed demons, I’ve felt the devil at work. But I’ve also been lifted by angels, brought in by those that matter. Can you believe that? It’s 2011 and we still have a prodigal son in the making.

This is all pretty vague, I know. If you’re interested in knowing details, let me know. I’d love to share, but this kind of thing I feel is important to say in real time. It’s important for you to hear/see/feel me. What happened to me this year was real, I want you to experience it with me.

I’m happy with the year, if you were in my life in any way, I’m grateful. I can’t wait to see what 2012 has in store. Big changes are coming, I’m fighting to make it the best year for us. Here we come!”


He appreciated life for all its beauty and mistakes. God bless his soul, God rest his soul. 

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